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in your illuminance (within and amongst)
make me a candle
that burns, in remarkable,
your beautiful name
make me the wick,
strong stock, unwavering
or make me the flame
golden fire, succulent, savoring
every split second,
every moment, like sacred
that it heals and touches, with hope
nothing impossible,
in the nectar, so naked
with hues of heart
and tenderness, joy
no worries, no fears
whether the limbs belong
to a girl or a boy
just human emotion
filled, pure light, devotion
rarely experienced, rarely ignited
as your candle i would be
something to believe in,
take comfort and flight in
no flounder, no past,
just release, relief at last..
from all the things
that prey on your mind,
the wounds you won't admit
that cause a shift, a stray,
silent kind
just peace, in the inner
and star glow, in external
memories that don't serve your worth,
cast out, like photographs
tossed here to ash,
regions, rightful, infernal
a lifeline of light,
may that be me,
for you
a candle or otherwise
yes, you are my dream come true
through the dark wood I've walked
and found myself lost
and though marked by it,
far from it, perfect
i somehow found my way
to sun's soft
glow that gave me
a feeling, real strength
and taught me,
for a fellow fighter, human
to go the real distance,
to go any length...
to recognize, the rare
gorgeous heat, heart of you
beaming down,
soaked, surrounded
real warmth, bursting through
all the things you do, don't say
all your duality,
delicate meets daring ways
all your fear, equally fearless,
the same
all your "uncompromising",
yet easily "took", by some, led
therefore tamed...
in ways you may
look back and regret
let me not be one of them
you, simply too resplendent
to ever betray, let alone forget
as capture is to captivate
and "belong to" is a divine gift, state
the candle i would be for you
would not dim, like the
"found you" in fate
it's a second, a heartbeat
i could never have foreseen or known
and though worlds apart now
with, and in me, you will always
have a home...
because the lessons
you've taught
and the truth you've shown
cannot be overstated
underestimated,
all the things unknown
that i never knew
until i laid my heart,
eyes upon you
may sound stupid,
may sound trite,
but for me, it's the truth
good to know when I'm wrong,
even better, when I'm right
so say, or don't
and think and feel
what you will
but the candle,
i am, would become for you
it, a life of it's own
nothing time, or distance
or removal can kill
as it's lit in good
and burns with love
because i never knew
in full spectrum of light
in the darkness, smiled a star
just one, tiny, from above
and it led me to you
and for that,
i shine more brightly
in your illuminance, within me
and amongst.
bowen hart roselli
7 september 2020
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